My Cat`s An Asshole, But I Love Him Anyway

Updates

2012-01-08T16:06:00.000-05:00

Wow, it's been over a year since I last wrote in this blog, but a lot has been going on with my family and stuff. Shanon and I are still doing great (<3), our boys are well though we both miss the stuffing out of Beny! We saw him yesterday at my Mom's house and he's just so darn cute!!

Shanon and I were at my Mom's house yesterday because we were having Raigan's birthday dinner since we didn't have one on her actual birthday and it went well for the most part. Everybody is pissed at Becky because she hasn't been home like all week and my Mom didn't hear from her for like 5 days and kept leaving voicemails and she thought Becky had killed herself or something so Raigan and Tom went looking for her and they found her at Nate's place drunk and high. So... yeah, she's an asshole. She didn't even have the courtesy to call for almost a week to say where she was or check on her son and Raigan had to take a day off work and go in late another day because she stayed at Mom's house to watch over poor Micah. My Mom works nights and in case there was an emergency she doesn't trust my Dad or my brother to take care of him or comfort him if he was scared so Raigan has been sleeping there all week and since she doesn't have a car anymore it makes it difficult for her to get to work.
And apparently Becky asked Raigan to raise Micah for her and said that she (Becky) was never meant to be a Mom and Raigan always, always wanted kids and would do a better job raising him (which is true), but Raigan's landlord doesn't allow kids to live there so she'd have to move back in with my Mom or find a new apartment, which is totally unfair. Becky is just so obsessed with her stupid abusive boyfriend that nothing else in her life matters, not her family, not her job, not even her son! Ugh, I just hate her!!!!!

So, it was awkward for everyone because we all just want to smack the shit out of her and poor Micah was saying in the car on the way over there that he was mad at her for going back to "the monster" which is what he calls her boyfriend, so he wasn't going to talk to her but he can't even stay mad at her for 5 minutes. As soon as he walked in the door to my Mom's house and saw her he ran up to her and started telling her about his week. It's just so fucking pathetic and unfair, and she had moved in to my Mom's house for about a month and even though we knew she was still texting and talking to Nate she hadn't got back together with him until Christmas which was when she found out he cheated on her, so of course she had to go running back to him. *disgusted snort* I really just want to beat some sense into her, but her boyfriend already does that. Ugh. She's had so many chances to get away from him and she just keeps going back to him so I'm just getting to the point where I don't give a shit any more.

But anyway, enough about my messed up family. I've got an appointment coming up with my therapist on Wednesday which I'm looking forward to cause on my last appointment I brought Shanon and things didn't go so well so I'd like to talk about that. Plus I've been super depressed, and I kept bursting into tears yesterday over nothing. Since my Doctor decreased one of my meds I've just been ridiculously sensitive and keep having all these bad thoughts about myself... basically feeling worthless and undeserving of love lol. It's not funny actually, but it's just so sad that I have to sort of laugh it off before I start crying again. Ugh, no thanks!!
Not much else has been going on really and my ass is starting to fall asleep from sitting in this chair so I will end this entry right now and hopefully write again soon, it feels good to get stuff off my chest, it really does make me feel a bit better. :-)

Tired

2010-12-29T19:02:00.000-05:00

Ugh, so much has been going on lately. Christmas Eve and Christmas were sooooooooo long and hectic and I feel like I haven't relaxed properly in forever. I'm just SO freaking tired and don't know what to do to relax and just be peaceful. *sigh*
I don't have any New Year's Eve plans as of yet. I was hoping my friend Angela was going to take Shanon and I to Trexx but it looks like that's not gonna happen so I'm bummed. I've wanted to go to Trexx for forever but it never worked out and I was really hoping to go this year so I could relax with my girlfriend and have fun and dance maybe without people staring at us or feeling uncomfortable.

Like, when we went to visit her Aunt and Uncle's house on Christmas, Shanon's Dad didn't want us holding hands cause there were kids around. It's like wtf?! I wasn't shoving my tongue down her throat in front of them, so what's the big deal? I don't even think kids give a crap, I've held Shanon's hand in front of my nephew, rubbed her back, cuddled, and called her "babe" a million times and he's never said anything or acted weird or uncomfortable. It's so gay!!

Anyway, I haven't been on the computer in forever so I've got a lot to do. I'll hopefully update soon!!

~Sarah~

He looks a little pissed about something...

2010-12-21T10:50:00.001-05:00

Rudolph the red-nosed kitty-cat

2010-12-20T19:49:00.001-05:00

We like putting stuff in Beny's paws when he's sleeping cause it's really funny, so we put the bag of M&Ms there but we didn't realize how funny and cute it looked till after I took the pic and noticed he looked like Rudolph!

<3 Kitty Love <3

2010-12-10T22:20:00.001-05:00

A Bunny story

2010-11-27T03:56:00.001-05:00

I had this stuffed animal, a rabbit named Bunny; and she got really tattered after years and years of loving her. One of her ears fell off, there were holes in her hands and feet, and the fabric was very old, and very thin (it was made for me by a friend of my Mom's), and fabric kept tearing and eventually her face was just strips of fabric with her stuffing showing. So several years ago, I put her in a "coffin" (a shoebox with a pillow and lined with my baby blanket), and put it in my closet.
So today Shanon was helping me clean out my closets and found the box which said "R.I.P. Bunny" and she was like "What is this?!" And I said "My bunny from when I was a little kid. Isn't it sad?" And she was looking very freaked out and then said "Why is it in your house?!?!" And I just looked at her for like a minute and then it dawned on me and I said "It wasn't a really bunny! It was a stuffed animal named Bunny!!" LMAO! She looked very relieved. :-D

Beny & Jenks

2010-11-10T02:13:00.001-05:00

Beny's telling Jenks to shut up lol

Cloaked

2010-10-25T07:45:00.001-04:00

Jenks is wearing a towel cause he's been throwing up clear liquid the past 2 days. Poor little guy!!

Cat-pire!

2010-10-24T06:06:00.001-04:00

Rarrrrr!

They're watching you...

2010-10-21T01:08:00.001-04:00

Awwww

2010-10-18T05:22:00.001-04:00

Have you ever had cat

2010-10-12T04:38:00.001-04:00

Have you ever had cat whiskers up your nose? I wouldn't recommend it.

2010-10-02T05:08:00.001-04:00

"What do you want, asshole?"

Grumpy Bear Cat

2010-10-02T05:07:00.001-04:00

3 Cuddly Assholes

2010-10-02T05:05:00.000-04:00

I know they look cute, but don't let that fool you!

Giving me his asshole look

2010-10-01T20:45:00.001-04:00

Beny wanted to come shopping...

2010-10-01T20:44:00.001-04:00

The boys

2010-09-28T10:20:00.001-04:00

Could Beny BE more adorable?

Go fish

2010-09-28T07:01:00.000-04:00

lol

So sweet

2010-09-28T06:54:00.001-04:00

They look so cute without even trying!

2010-09-18T22:18:00.001-04:00

Soooo sweet!

Gross!

2010-09-16T07:04:00.001-04:00

Jenks loves this feather toy, and he goes crazy if he's looking for it and can't find it (cause I hide it sometimes). He runs all over the house batting it around, he'll jump on the dresser and knock it off then chase it, carry it around in his mouth, etc. He loves the fucking thing but I think it's gross cause it looks like he's carrying around a dead bird! And he'll bring it on the bed and play with it (once when we were trying to sleep, both of us got scratched and that was when I hid it for the first time). Jenks loves it and I hate it, so I've tried to hide it in a couple places but he always goes HUNTING for this thing! Am I being unreasonable? I need input!!

Awww

2010-09-14T22:18:00.001-04:00

How freaking adorable is my cat?

Beware!

2010-09-13T15:35:00.001-04:00

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Duh-duh duh-duh duh-duhhhh!

2010-09-10T10:06:00.001-04:00

Keep your tail on the bed, any tails going over the side of the bed will be attacked!

Catnip craze!

2010-09-07T02:04:00.000-04:00

Jenks looking so freaking adorable!

2010-09-05T02:08:00.001-04:00

sigh

2010-09-02T09:18:00.001-04:00

I have been up all night yet again, so I thought I'd ramble on about some stuff for the heck of it... Jenks has been driving me crazy lately! He keeps stealing q-tips and chewing on them and biting the ends off and I'm afraid he's gonna choke or something! So everytime I catch him with one I tell him NO! and spank him, but it isn't working cause he still keeps doing it, he just tries to get sneakier and sneakier. Grrrrrrr!

Look where Beny's tail is!

2010-09-01T04:10:00.001-04:00

It looks like Beny's tail is hugging Jenks' head lol.

Sleeping Cutie

2010-08-29T02:12:00.001-04:00

Mah Cuties

2010-08-23T14:35:00.001-04:00

Awww my little Benydryl!

2010-08-21T21:25:00.001-04:00

He looks deceptively sweet in this pic. Trust me, when he wakes up, it's a whole other story.

Squeezable Jenks!

2010-08-21T02:24:00.001-04:00

Jenks is so cute when he squeeks!!

Trey Relaxin'

2010-08-20T23:17:00.001-04:00

Apparently the sink is very comfortable

Too effing cute!

2010-08-20T18:03:00.001-04:00

Beny and Jenks snuggling

2010-08-20T03:05:00.001-04:00

Grumpy Beny

2010-08-18T06:00:00.001-04:00

"Get that effing camera out of my face!"

2010-08-18T05:59:00.001-04:00

He's got this interesting stripe on his back that kind of continues down to the tip of his tail.

Toothless Old Man

2010-08-18T04:40:00.001-04:00

Some might find this pic creepy, I find it hilarious!

Evil Robot Cat

2010-08-13T06:06:00.001-04:00

Poor Jenks...

2010-08-09T20:01:00.000-04:00

Do you think she was trying to tell me something towards the end of this video? Or did it look like she was pointing an accusatory paw in my direction???

Cat Contraband

2010-08-07T00:30:00.000-04:00

OK, I really hate it when this happens. I'll be minding my business, on-line or whatever and I'll hear one of the cats playing with something and making a really annoying noise. But I'm trying to do something so I try to ignore it, but it's getting hard because it sounds like one of them is batting something around and it sounds like it's metallic. So I go to yell at the cat and confiscate whatever it is, and hey! It's my tweezers!!

Beny & Jenks = Awww

2010-08-05T06:42:00.001-04:00

How adorable are they? Such cute little nap partners.

Dead cat, anyone? lol

2010-08-02T05:50:00.001-04:00

Cutest pic EVER!

2010-08-01T04:01:00.001-04:00

Beny must have been like 8 weeks in this picture, he was so tiny! And so cute!! I love this picture so much that I went on this website that makes custom address labels and stationary and stuff, and I got address labels with this picture on it. :-D

The boys all lined up so cute!

2010-07-30T23:15:00.001-04:00

Trey's ears are back a little cause he was just fighting with Beny, but I made them behave, and voila! They look like little angels! (Albeit little devil ones who steal my hair things and chew on my glasses and tip over the fan and the trash can!!!)

Can I get you a pillow?

2010-07-30T01:59:00.000-04:00

Aww, little guy fell asleep sitting up!